Today is my birthday. I am now 37 years old. I am not entirely sure how it happened but I appear to have entered my late thirties. Three years of the big 4-0. And it actually feels good. I spent much of my twenties deeply unhappy. My thirties have been a turning point for me. I am now happier in my own skin. And although I still have days when I struggle, I know what I need to do to make myself…
On Friday, I had a hysteroscopy. It was the final test that the NHS will offer us in our investigations into the recurrent miscarriages. It didn't give any answers. My miscarriages remain unexplained. It could be bad luck. It could be a chromosomal issue. We might never know. And that for me is the worst development. I know, it is ridiculous to want something to be wrong. But I wanted there to be something wrong with me so that there was a…
The past few weeks have been really busy. We spent our last week in Rochester, moved house and we've been on holiday to the Isle of Wight. There have been ups and downs along the way but it was all worth it. We are in our new house and we love it. Hurrah! We also had a fabulous holiday and it was great to spend some time together as a family. After such a fun packed three weeks, it is about time for…
