Baby Loss Mental Health

I was hoping… Reacting To Our Fourth Miscarriage

Posted on May 9, 2015
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Trigger warning: Baby loss. The post “I Was Hoping – Reacting To Our Fourth Miscarriage” is about baby loss and miscarriage and you may find it upsetting if you have any personal experience of these subjects.

I Was Hoping – Reacting To Our Fourth Miscarriage

I was hoping that this time would be different.

I was hoping that we wouldn’t have to hear the words:

“I’m sorry, but it doesn’t look good”.

I was hoping that the fact I was fitter and healthier would make a difference.

I was hoping that the low moods, nausea and complete exhaustion were a good sign.

I was hoping that I wouldn’t have to experience this again.

I was hoping that five pregnancies would end with two beautiful babies and not just gorgeous Little Miss H.

I was hoping that tonight’s bedtime reading wouldn’t be information and pamphlets about recurrent miscarriage and the tests and treatments available.

I was hoping that when we move into our new house the third bedroom could become a nursery.

I was hoping that I could start buying maternity clothes.

I was hoping that 2015 would be the year we became a family of four.

I was hoping to be able to make Little Miss H a big sister.

I was hoping that in December Mr H would become a daddy again.

I was hoping that this time would be different.

Yet, I haven’t given up hope. I will believe that I can have another baby. Unless someone tells me otherwise.

I know I am lucky. I can get pregnant and we have a beautiful daughter. She is our world.

If Little Miss H is all there is. If we have no more children. Then we are blessed.

But I was hoping that this time would be different.

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Hugs

Lucy

xxxx

Other Resources About Miscarriage And Baby Loss

If you would like to read more of the posts that I’ve written about baby loss and miscarriage, then you can read them all here.

And my most read posts about baby loss, miscarriage, recurrent miscarriage and pregnancy after baby loss are here:

How To Survive Pregnancy After Baby Loss

An Open Letter To The Woman Who Has Just Miscarried

Other Resources About Baby Loss And Miscarriage

Tommy’s

Tommy’s fund research into stillbirths, premature births and miscarriages. They also offer advice to parents-to-be.

Their website and their Facebook page are run by midwives and are packed full of practical advice. However, if you would prefer to speak to a human being then you can call their midwife run PregnancyLine on 0800 0147 800.

The Miscarriage Association

The Miscarriage Association is also a fabulous charity devoted to supporting those who have experienced miscarriage and it is definitely worth looking at their website.

They’ve produced a very helpful leaflet called Thinking about another pregnancy. This leaflet has lots of hints and tips on how to look after yourself and reduce your risk of having another miscarriage. They also have a helpline on 01924 200 799, which is open Monday to Friday, 09:00 to 16:00.

MAMA Academy

MAMA Academy is a charity which supports mums and midwives to help babies arrive safely. All the content on their website has been approved by The Royal College of Midwives. They also produce Wellbeing Wallets which are full of easy to understand information that will guide and help you in pregnancy.

 

 

116 Comments

  • Reply
    Hannah
    June 21, 2015 at 7:32 pm

    I’m sorry for your loss and that you have to go through this again. Don’t give up hope. I will keep you in my thoughts. Although you are indeed blessed it still hurts please know we hope for you all too big hugs xx

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      Mrs H
      July 2, 2015 at 8:14 pm

      Hello Hannah. Thank you so much for your lovely comment. It means so much to us to have such wonderful support. The past few months have been tough but we are moving forward with hope and positivity. I will always keep hoping. Hugs Mrs H xxxx

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    Emma T
    June 20, 2015 at 8:46 pm

    So sorry to hear this sad news. Hopefully it will happen for you soon, and you’ll get a little bro or sis for Little Miss H

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      Mrs H
      July 2, 2015 at 8:55 pm

      Thank you for your lovely comment. Here’s hoping that Little Miss H will have a little brother or sister soon. Hugs Mrs H xxxx

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    Megan
    June 20, 2015 at 8:51 am

    I am so very sorry for your loss, and wishing you support and strength. I struggled very hard with grief after my miscarriages, and then like you say, through myself into reading researching the possible causes. If you haven’t already come across Hughes syndrome / APS / lupus anticoagulant then it might be worth looking into it and…if you have already had tests for this at a local hospital then be aware that these tests are not always that accurate unless done at an expert facility – the best of which facilities in the UK is St Mary’s Paddington, and I would strongly recommend Dr Raj Rai the NHS consultant who works there as Europe’s leading expert in the causes of recurrent miscarriage (also running the progesterone trial) – He is the only reason I now have my miracle daughter and am pregnant again. You should be able to get a referral to see him on the NHS after so many tragic losses. I also found the miscarriage society forum the most incredible source of support. Wishing you all the luck in the world on your journey – xx

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      Mrs H
      July 2, 2015 at 8:58 pm

      Thank you so much for taking the time to comment. I really appreciate it. It sounds like you have had a difficult road to travel along too. But it is wonderful that you are blessed with your daughter and that you are now pregnant again. I have heard about Hughes Syndrome and APS. And I do recognise so many of the symptoms! Here’s hoping that it will all be alright in the end. Hugs Mrs H xxxx

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    Potty Mouthed Mummy
    June 17, 2015 at 8:16 am

    oh lovely. I am so sorry I’ve only just seen this. Sending you lots of love and cuddles xxx

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      Mrs H
      August 11, 2015 at 8:49 pm

      Thanks for your comment lovely. Sorry it has taken me so long to reply. Love and cuddles are always gratefully received. Hugs Mrs H xxxx

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    Sharon Powell
    June 16, 2015 at 6:56 pm

    I’m so sorry to read this. I have suffered a few miscarriages myself so know how you’re feeling. I am now 9 weeks pregnant and terrified it may happen again. Sending hugs your way x

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      Mrs H
      August 11, 2015 at 8:52 pm

      Oh Sharon, I am so sorry to read this. And I am so sorry that it has taken me so long to reply. All the best for this pregnancy. Hugs Mrs H xxxx

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    Natasha
    June 5, 2015 at 9:23 pm

    My heart hurt reading this post. I am so very sorry!! I can’t begin to imagine how it feels but I’m sending you lots of virtual healing energy and I hope it happens for you soon. xx

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      Mrs H
      June 7, 2015 at 3:08 pm

      Hello lovely. Thank you for your kind comment. I am sorry that it hurt your heart to read it. It certainly hurt my heart to write it. Thank you for sending all the virtual healing energy. I really do appreciate it. Hugs Mrs H xxxx

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    All about a Mummy
    May 31, 2015 at 7:42 am

    🙁 I’m so so sorry. Stay positive (easier said than done I realise) and if it is meant to happen it will. Make sure you have lots of support and insist they investigate why this is happening to you xxx

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      Mrs H
      May 31, 2015 at 9:24 pm

      Thank you for your kind comment. I am lucky that I have amazing support from my family and friends. I have also been referred to a consultant for investigation. I am just waiting for the hospital appointment. Hugs Mrs H xxxx

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    Fola Lewis
    May 29, 2015 at 10:53 pm

    Such a thoughtfully written post. It’s sad but miracles can happen; they happen everyday so just stay positive, your miracle is just around the corner; my sis-in-law went through the same experiences and now has a wonderful baby boy to complete her family.

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      Mrs H
      May 30, 2015 at 4:19 pm

      Thank you so much for your lovely comment. I am thrilled that your sister-in-law managed to complete her family. We are still hoping for our happy ending. Hugs Mrs H xxxx

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    International Elf Service
    May 19, 2015 at 1:27 pm

    Oh I’m so sorry – I’ve heard those words and I wouldn’t wish it on anyone. Much love xxxx

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      Mrs H
      May 30, 2015 at 4:20 pm

      Thank you for your comment. They are heart-breaking words to hear. Hugs Mrs H xxxx

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    Kirsten Toyne
    May 17, 2015 at 7:27 am

    My heart goes out to you. Be so kind to yourself. Thank you for sharing these personal and touching words.

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      Mrs H
      May 30, 2015 at 4:21 pm

      Thanks for your lovely comment. I’m trying to have a good rest and look after myself. Hugs Mrs H xxxx

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    Ally Mother Under Measure
    May 16, 2015 at 11:39 am

    I’m so sorry Lucy. I wish I could wave a magic wand and make it all better for you, you really do deserve it. I hope one day you get the family of four you wish for. You did it once before so I am holding onto hope for you. Little Miss is obviously an extraordinary little girl and is truly a blessing to you both, so whatever happens feel proud in amongst the pain. Hold on to her, smell her hair, stroke her soft skin and remember that she came from you, and that YOU created her. You are spectacular and always will be. I hope the grieving process can be soften with support from us, if there is anything please reach out to us, to me. Sending you love and strength xxxx

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      Mrs H
      May 30, 2015 at 4:48 pm

      Awwww, Ally. Your beautiful and caring comment brought tears to my eyes. You are so lovely. Hugs Mrs H xxxx

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    Steph
    May 13, 2015 at 6:05 am

    Oh my darling. What a beautifully written post. I’m so sorry you’re in this awful situation again, as you’ve been through so many. But, I’m all about looking to the positives at the moment, and the positive I see in your situation is that this has made the doctors realise you need help to get pregnant. Which is your next journey. Love you very much and sending hugs. Xxx

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      Mrs H
      May 31, 2015 at 9:27 pm

      Gorgeous Steph… thank you for your comment. I agree. It is a positive thing that the doctors are now going to investigate. Even being monitored during pregnancy will be a plus point. Hugs Mrs H xxxx

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    Miss M
    May 12, 2015 at 9:22 pm

    So heartbreakingly eloquent as always. Your beautiful soul and kind heart deserve better than this heartache. I share your hope for the future, and in the meantime, take heart from your wonderful Mr H, beautiful Little Miss and your friends who love you to the moon and back. Hugs xxx

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      Mrs H
      May 31, 2015 at 9:29 pm

      Awww, Miss M. Your beautiful comment brought tears to my eyes. I am so lucky to have you as a friend. I still have hope that it will all be okay. But at the moment I am taking comfort with my beautiful Little Miss H and my gorgeous husband. Hugs Mrs H xxxx

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    teacuptoria
    May 12, 2015 at 7:12 pm

    Oh Lucy I am so very sorry to hear your sad news. I can’t imagine how hard it must be going through this sadness so many times. You poor things. I think you’re strong and brave to keep going and the people that don’t give up, get there in the end. Hope and faith are what keeps us all going. I am sending you lots of love, positive thoughts and prayers. xxx

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      Mrs H
      May 31, 2015 at 9:31 pm

      Dear Tor. Thanks for your lovely comment, thoughts and prayers. They are hugely appreciated. I am in shock that this has happened again. But I am trying to remain positive, filled with hope and move forward with my life. Hugs Mrs H xxxx

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    Mummy's Blog
    May 12, 2015 at 3:08 am

    I’m so sorry for your loss. Big hugs to you, don’t give up hope. Sending love xx

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      Mrs H
      May 31, 2015 at 9:32 pm

      Thank you. I won’t ever give up hope. Hugs Mrs H xxxx

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    Adrian
    May 11, 2015 at 7:05 am

    So sad to read this Lucy. Life can be so very cruel. Look after yourself and keep your loved ones close. X

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      Mrs H
      May 31, 2015 at 9:34 pm

      Thanks for your comment Adrian. Life can be cruel. But I am lucky to have a wonderful little family. A family that seems even more miraculous now. Hugs Mrs H xxxx

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    Mammyinwonderland
    May 10, 2015 at 9:38 pm

    This is heartbreaking, I’m so sorry. You can feel blessed for all you have and it’s still ok to grieve for what you have lost. All our babies are our babies.

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      Mrs H
      May 31, 2015 at 9:35 pm

      You are so right. All our babies are our babies. And I am so grateful for everything that I have but I still have a hole inside me where my losses are. I am hoping one day that hole won’t be filled but smoothed over by another baby. Hugs Mrs H xxxx

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    Vanesa
    May 10, 2015 at 8:13 pm

    I’m so sorry for what you have to deal with! I had to finish my pregnancy two months ago because there was a problem with the fetus. It was my first pregnancy after two years trying and three treatments… But, i don’t lose hope of becoming a mum, soon. So Don’t lose your hope, some day you are going to be a family of four and I’m going to have a little baby! you are in my thoughts

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      Mrs H
      May 31, 2015 at 9:37 pm

      Awwww Vanessa. It breaks my heart reading this. I am so sorry that you have had to go through so much pain. I hope with all my heart that you will have your baby in your arms soon. You truly deserve it. Hugs Mrs H xxxx

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    Rachel - tenminutesspare
    May 10, 2015 at 7:11 pm

    So sorry to read this. I’ve never experienced a miscarriage so I can only imagine how tough it must be. I do hope you are getting all the support you need at such a difficult time. Thinking of you.

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      Mrs H
      May 31, 2015 at 9:39 pm

      Hi Rachel. Thanks for your comment. Having a miscarriage is pretty darn brutal. And the more you have, the easier it becomes in some ways and the more heart-breaking it becomes in others. I still have hope. And that is the most important thing. Hugs Mrs H xxxx

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    Natalie Smithson
    May 10, 2015 at 6:11 pm

    There is always, always hope. I wish it were different this time too. Thinking of you all x

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      Mrs H
      May 31, 2015 at 9:44 pm

      Thanks for your comment lovely. You are right. There is always, always hope. And that is what we are holding on to. Hugs Mrs H xxxx

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    Eva
    May 10, 2015 at 2:44 pm

    Oh… I am so sorry. My prayers are with you. Stay strong! xx

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      Mrs H
      May 31, 2015 at 9:44 pm

      Thank you for your comment and for your prayers. They are greatly appreciated. Hugs Mrs H xxxx

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    mummyofboygirltwins
    May 10, 2015 at 12:57 pm

    Oh hun. I am so, so sorry 🙁 I am gutted for you, this isn’t fair. It must be draining. I really hope you get good care now going forward and hopefully some help to try for number 2 baby. In the meantime look after yourself and take care. I’m here if you need me. Jess xx

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      Mrs H
      May 10, 2015 at 3:54 pm

      Thanks for your lovely comment Jess. It means so much to have support from such wonderful friends. I am feeling positive about the future. I think it will really help to be able to see someone and be monitored more closely in future. Hugs Mrs H xxxx

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    Caroline
    May 10, 2015 at 9:30 am

    I’m so sorry, stay positive, nothing I can say will make you feel better, but I am thinking of you. x

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      Mrs H
      May 10, 2015 at 3:55 pm

      Thank you for your lovely comment. It means a lot to have support from so many lovely people. Hugs Mrs H xxxx

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    Sarah christie
    May 10, 2015 at 9:04 am

    Ah I was so hoping this time would be your time, I am so so sorry, and love your positivity moving forward you are an amazing woman Mrs H x

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      Mrs H
      May 10, 2015 at 3:56 pm

      I was too. There is always next time. As I said, I will stay positive until someone tells me otherwise. Hugs Mrs H xxxx

  • Reply
    Lisa from Lisa's Life
    May 10, 2015 at 8:11 am

    Oh sweetheart, such sad news. I have just become an Auntie for the first time after 2 losses so I know it’s heartbreaking. Stay strong and keep hopeful x

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      Mrs H
      May 31, 2015 at 9:46 pm

      Thank you for your kind comment. And congratulations on becoming an auntie. That is such a heart-warming story too. Hugs Mrs H xxxx

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    TiddlerTales
    May 10, 2015 at 6:52 am

    So so sorry Mrs H for your loss. You must feel frustrated and gutted and like giving up but keep hopeful. I’m hopeful you will have another little blessing one day and in the meantime hug little miss H all the tighter. I saw what my friend went through and I’m in floods reading your post, my heart goes out to you. Lots and lots of hugs and love xxxxx

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      Mrs H
      May 31, 2015 at 9:47 pm

      Hello. Thank you for your gorgeous comment. I am sorry that I made you cry. It sounds like you were a wonderful support for your friend. I am staying hopeful. And Little Miss H is a huge blessing at this time. I am just beginning to realise quite how amazing she really is. Hugs Mrs H xxxx

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    Kat | Beau Twins
    May 10, 2015 at 6:37 am

    Thinking of you always gorgeous lady. You are amazing and positive. Love you and I’m so sorry you are going through this. I am still hopeful. Sending love and hugs. Xxxx

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      Mrs H
      June 7, 2015 at 3:21 pm

      Hello darling. Thank you for your lovely comment. I am so lucky to have such wonderful and supportive friends. Hugs Mrs H xxxx

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    lindsay @ Newcastle Family Life
    May 10, 2015 at 6:04 am

    So sorry to hear you are going through this again . I know how heartbreaken it can be as I have been there too.i hope you get lots of cuddles with little miss and I hope that you get your wish soon xx

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      Mrs H
      June 7, 2015 at 3:26 pm

      Thanks for your comment. I am so sorry that you have had to experience this too. It is truly heart-breaking. But Little Miss H is a real blessing in our lives and I am enjoying spending lots of time with her. Hugs Mrs H xxxx

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    Lukeosaurus And Me
    May 9, 2015 at 10:24 pm

    Im sorry to read this and I hope you and the rest of your family are staying positive and you’re all okay. I have had a miscarriage before and I know how terrible it can be. It was James’ first child as he’s Luke’s step dad and he was heartbroken. But just like you, we hold onto hope that we will have another. I know that it’s nothing compared to your circumstances and I’m so sad to read this. I hope you all get what you’re wishing for and you’ll be a happy bubbly family of four. Ray xx

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      Mrs H
      May 9, 2015 at 10:59 pm

      Thanks for your lovely comment. I am sorry to hear that you went through a miscarriage. All miscarriages are painful. But to keep hoping and staying positive is the best and only way to cope. You have to keep believing your rainbow will appear. Hugs Mrs H xxxx

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    Julia @ rainbeaubelle
    May 9, 2015 at 10:12 pm

    I was hoping so too, I am so sorry you’re having to go through this but hopefully there will be some advice, answers, and a gorgeous sibling for Little Miss H very soon xx

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      Mrs H
      May 9, 2015 at 11:00 pm

      I hope so too lovely. I think it will just help to have more support and monitoring next time. Hugs Mrs H xxxx

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    Baby Isabella
    May 9, 2015 at 10:02 pm

    So sorry to hear about this 🙁 Don’t give up hope..x you have a beautiful little family x try and stay strong. Thinking of you x

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      Mrs H
      May 9, 2015 at 11:01 pm

      Thank you so much. I love my little family. They are my hope and we will stay strong together. Hugs Mrs H xxxx

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    Bethan (Mayhemmuddles)
    May 9, 2015 at 9:38 pm

    I’m so sorry that you are going through this, you are so strong and I am hoping for good news soon xxxx

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      Mrs H
      May 9, 2015 at 9:56 pm

      Thank you for your comment. I have to be strong. But I am hopeful that we will have a happy ending. Hugs Mrs H xxxx

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    El and Baby A
    May 9, 2015 at 9:26 pm

    Oh sweetie I am so sorry! Don’t ever give up hope, and while you wait soak up little miss H and all her gorgeous ways. Hugs xxx

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      Mrs H
      May 9, 2015 at 10:00 pm

      Thank you darling. Little Miss H has had some extra big mummy cuddles this weekend. Hugs Mrs H xxxx

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    You Baby Me Mummy
    May 9, 2015 at 9:25 pm

    Oh honey, I wish I could wave a wand and get you everything you want. You are so strong. Love you xxx

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      Mrs H
      May 9, 2015 at 9:39 pm

      Thank you honey. I wish that too. Hugs xxxx

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    Not A Frumpy Mum
    May 9, 2015 at 9:24 pm

    My lovely girl I am so sorry you are going through this. I know about hoping (and praying and keeping everything possible crossed) and I know about the devastation when those hopes come to nothing. I also hoped 2015 would be our year to become a family of 4. Sending all my love and hugs and if you ever need anyone to talk to I’m always here. Stay strong and keep believing, I truly believe in happy ever afters, I just think some people need to wait a bit longer than others for it xxxx

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      Mrs H
      May 9, 2015 at 9:41 pm

      Awwww lovely lady. Thank you for your gorgeous comment. It brought tears to my eyes. We should never give up hope. And our happy endings will be all the sweeter when we get there. You are brave and lovely. Massive hugs xxxx

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    BlopMamma
    May 9, 2015 at 9:22 pm

    My heart is breaking for you my lovely, I’m so very sorry. Sending huge hugs and lots of love to all three of you.

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      Mrs H
      May 9, 2015 at 10:01 pm

      Thank you darling. The hugs and love are very much appreciated. Hugs Mrs H xxxx

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    Katie
    May 9, 2015 at 9:01 pm

    I’d hoped so too our lovely Mrs H. You are right, you are lucky. But so lovely you deserve for your hopes and dreams to come true.
    Stay strong.
    All my love xx xx xx xx xx xx xx

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      Mrs H
      May 9, 2015 at 11:04 pm

      Thank you for your lovely comment. You are so wonderful. I am still hoping that all my wishes and dreams will come true. It might just take a little longer. Hugs Mrs H xxxx

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    MyLifeMyLove
    May 9, 2015 at 8:57 pm

    Oh my darling, Lucy. I’m so very sorry. Hope is the most wonderful and powerful emotion and belief to hold on to. Hope will make you so much stronger. I know you hope. I know you are strong. Lots of love beautiful lady xx

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      Mrs H
      May 9, 2015 at 9:43 pm

      Thank you darling. Such a lovely comment. We do have hope. And she is in the shape of our gorgeous little girl. She is our hope. She is our everything. Hugs xxxx

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    Vickie
    May 9, 2015 at 8:38 pm

    I am so very sorry for your loss. I know first hand that it’s not easy to find the courage to try again but I know that you are strong and I know that one day all of your hopes and dreams will come true. Vx

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      Mrs H
      May 9, 2015 at 9:45 pm

      Thank you Vickie. It is so hard to keep facing the loss. But we’ll carry on. We’ll keep hoping. Because I believe that it will all be okay. Hugs Mrs H xxxx

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    Pen
    May 9, 2015 at 8:36 pm

    I am so very sorry. This is really tough. I wish you all the luck in the world. Don’t give up. You don’t get what you deserve in life – you get what you fight for. Keep fighting! xx

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      Mrs H
      June 7, 2015 at 3:24 pm

      Thank you for your comment. Don’t worry, I will always keep fighting. And I will always have hope. Hugs Mrs H xxxx

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    Lisa (mummascribbles)
    May 9, 2015 at 8:34 pm

    Oh my darling Mrs H, I am so so sorry that this has happened again. There is always hope and I have every faith that you will have your much longed for second child. I hope you are ok and am sending lots and lots of love to you all xxxxxx

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      Mrs H
      May 9, 2015 at 9:48 pm

      Dear Lisa. Thank you for your lovely comment. I am bearing up quite well considering. The sadness and grief does hit me in waves every now and then. But I have hope that we will get there. And that is carrying me through. Hugs Mrs H xxxx

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    LittleOandme
    May 9, 2015 at 8:21 pm

    I’m so sorry lovely. I’m hoping that you will have your family of four soon. Sending lots of hugs and thinking of you xx

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      Mrs H
      May 9, 2015 at 9:49 pm

      Thank you lovely. I hope so too. But until then I will treasure my family of three. Hugs Mrs H xxxx

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    mamavsteacher
    May 9, 2015 at 8:18 pm

    O honey, I’m so sorry. You are such an inspiration to be staying so positive

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      Mrs H
      May 9, 2015 at 9:50 pm

      Thanks lovely. I have to be positive. I am sure it will all work out in the end. Hugs Mrs H xxxx

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    Rachel
    May 9, 2015 at 8:16 pm

    Sending lots of love, hugs and hopes xxx

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      Mrs H
      May 9, 2015 at 9:51 pm

      Thank you. I appreciate it. Hugs Mrs H xxxx

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    Ghostwritermummy
    May 9, 2015 at 8:16 pm

    I’m so sorry. Don’t give up hope x x x

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      Mrs H
      June 7, 2015 at 3:31 pm

      Thank you for your comment. I still have hope and I won’t give up. Hugs Mrs H xxxx

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    Emma Shilton
    May 9, 2015 at 7:58 pm

    Oh gosh, sorry to read this. Never give up hope. Lots of love xx

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      Mrs H
      May 9, 2015 at 8:02 pm

      Thank you. We are hoping it will all work out in the end. Hugs xxxx

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    Heledd - Running in Lavender
    May 9, 2015 at 7:58 pm

    I was hoping for you too!! Neve give up and stay positive, you will have a second baby, I just know it. Sending you all my love and positive thoughts. I’m always here if you want to talk or need help in any way xxx

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      Mrs H
      May 9, 2015 at 8:01 pm

      Thank you darling. You are so lovely. We still have a lot of hope that it will all be okay. Hugs xxxx

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    Colette B
    May 9, 2015 at 7:46 pm

    Oh my love. Keep hoping. There’s always hope x xx

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      Mrs H
      May 9, 2015 at 7:51 pm

      Thank you so much. Don’t worry. I will always have hope. Hugs xxxx

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    Leigh - Headspace Perspective
    May 9, 2015 at 7:40 pm

    I’m so sorry Mrs H. Thinking of you. Sending lots of hugs xxxx

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      Mrs H
      May 9, 2015 at 7:43 pm

      Thanks darling. That means a lot. Hugs xxxx

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    Jenna
    May 9, 2015 at 7:39 pm

    Thinking of you Lucy.

    Many of those things can and will happen. 🙂

    Don’t give up that hope. xx

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      Mrs H
      May 9, 2015 at 7:42 pm

      Thank you darling. I believe they will happen too. Hugs xxxx

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    Karen
    May 9, 2015 at 7:39 pm

    Oh lovely lady, my heart is breaking for you. I wish I could find some words of comfort, but how could I? What words could possible make this even slightly better.
    Love you so much x x x

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      Mrs H
      May 9, 2015 at 7:41 pm

      Awww Karen. Thank you lovely. You are such a fab friend. Hugs xxxx

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    Everything Mummy
    May 9, 2015 at 7:28 pm

    My heart breaks for you so sorry you had to go through this again, I love your positive attitude towards it though lots of love xx

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      Mrs H
      May 9, 2015 at 7:32 pm

      Thanks lovely. I can’t promise to be positive all the time. But I will try. Hugs xxxx

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    Hayley @hayleyfromhome
    May 9, 2015 at 7:27 pm

    Lovely Lucy, you are amazing, never give up hope! I am certain it will happen for you, lots of love xx

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      Mrs H
      May 9, 2015 at 7:32 pm

      Thanks Hayley. That means so much to me. Thank you. You are lovely. Hugs xxxx

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    A Cornish Mum
    May 9, 2015 at 7:26 pm

    Oh hon, I really feel for you. I can’t imagine how it feels and I won’t patronise you by pretending I can, but one of my sisters had several miscarriages in between both my niece and nephew and I saw what she went through. I really hope that miracle happens for you, and that you are as okay as you can be right now.

    Much love and positive thoughts, Stevie xx

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      Mrs H
      May 9, 2015 at 7:31 pm

      Thanks lovely Stevie. I am bearing up. I still believe that it will all be okay. Hugs xxxx

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    Katie
    May 9, 2015 at 7:26 pm

    Sending you the biggest hugs in the world my love. This will happen for you, I know it is hard to be positive right now but don’t give up quite yet xxx

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      Mrs H
      May 9, 2015 at 7:30 pm

      Thanks honey. Don’t worry I won’t give up. Hugs xxxx

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    Jade (Raising the Rings)
    May 9, 2015 at 7:25 pm

    Oh Mrs H, I’m so sorry 🙁 I wish things could be different for you, and for all those going through similar experiences. I can’t imagine what it must be like, but please know you are in my thoughts and I know.. just know, that someday you will have your family of four! Lots of love xx

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      Mrs H
      May 9, 2015 at 7:29 pm

      Thank you so much for your lovely comment. That means a lot to me. I believe it will happen to. It just might take longer than anticipated. Hugs Lucy xxxx

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    Katy
    May 9, 2015 at 7:22 pm

    Never give up hope sweetie. Love you and thinking of you all the time xxx

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      Mrs H
      May 9, 2015 at 7:24 pm

      Thanks beautiful. That means a lot to me. Hugs Lucy xxxx

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